one more day

just one more class tomorrow and it's Christmas break for me. i hope we'd be dismissed early so i'd have more time to finish all the errands before 4 pm! i want to rest before Santayo's Christmas picnic-dinner :) time flies so fast, i feel like i had just celebrated my 18th birthday weeks ago. but no, because in a few weeks time i am already turning 19! but before that, Christmas break...i can't wait to be back home! i'll be seeing B on sunday hopefully...haven't heard from him for about two weeks na! i hope i'll still be able to make the most out of the break despite the harsh reality of having to bring with me a novel for philo, a first pass for pom, com dream project, and the ever-present CJ. well at least i get to borrow mama's laptop when i get there, and so i'll have the chance to blog! yay! :)

today was SST day, and as usual, i was being such a bitch. i was telling queena a few days ago that i couldn't believe how bitchy i could become. she said that maybe it was because i was so fed up already. but now that i'm aware of it, i need to do something right? i just can't keep on ranting forever. (hmmm...a possible topic for my yb entry?) my patience has really become so much shorter as i prolong my stay. thank God i've got my twin around :) at least i'm motivated to attend my shifts! hehe, BMO na talaga. oh well. maybe things won't be so bad now that SST is over. tasks left for me are the tallying, junior project in feb, and the turnover ceremonies. I hope the temper meter would remain on the bottom end, i really need all the patience i can get for the remaining three months. but again, trisha's right. there's so much to be grateful for. complaining won't get me anywhere unless i do something about it. being and seeming. hmmmm.

i promised myself i'd sleep early tonight, to make up for the 5 am stint i pulled off earlier this morning. but obviously, for the nth time, i'm caught in my safe release. but that's okay, at least somehow i'm doing my duty by feeding the frustration. i can't wait for tomorrow. later, that is.

Thank You Jess. :)