when do you know?

You're my new benchmark. Wait, I think you've been my benchmark for the past few years, I just didn't realize it.

Crazy crazy you. :)

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"You had a way that always left me here with a smile."
- Cool With You, Jennifer Love Hewitt

short stops

I know, i know. It won't work.

But you make me happy, giddy, bubbly. :)

So who cares right? :)

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"Seasons change but people don't."
- The Take Over, The Break's Over, Fall Out Boy

bite your tongue

Think before you speak. It always works. Well, it should.

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"Last year's wishes
Are this year's apologies."
- Me & You, Fall Out Boy

fly

Let's lose it. All of it. Now.

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"You were only waiting for this moment to be free."
- Blackbird, The Beatles

first class

Hey you. I'm in the pre-departure area, waiting for my delayed flight. It was a very eventful long weekend, I'm glad I took this trip. More than anything, this visit was for me to come to my senses. It's been too damn long, and I can't let you do this to me anymore. I can't do this to myself anymore. But yeah, it was fun. You're still the same and that's nice - still the same laugh, same jokes, we still have the same things in common. Some things never really change I guess.

You rocked my world, you know. You taught me how to be patient, how to swallow my pride, how to love. But you also taught me how to be a coward, how to hang on blindly, how to settle for less. You rocked my world, but someone else will do the rocking now. Thanks for the bumpy ride, but I think I deserve better. Nobody said there weren't any twists and turns in first class, but at least there's wider legroom. And yeah, I get a better menu. Goodbye.

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"And I don't trust you
Cause everytime you're here
Your intentions are unclear
A simple love with a complex touch
I'm through with you."
- Through With You, Maroon 5

my natural high

This is where the streaks of sunshine never fail to wake me up.

I love being home.

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"It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away."
- Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy