this is my first post, my first blog. i was never really interested in these online journals, i was not very open to the idea of other people reading my entries. i love writing, but i feel really guilty because i never have the time to anymore. or maybe i've just become such a lazy bum. i thought that since i am online almost all the time, this could make up for my guilt of not being able to write as much as i'd want to. i hope this alternative works.
i am the worst at managing time. i have pending work - the calls, the g.a's to plan, the skeds to fix, but what am i doing? reading summer sisters for the nth time, watching in frustration the lakers who are struggling with utterly disappointing defense, eating leftover hawaiian pizza without the pineapples, snuggling under the covers till noon. i feel okay knowing i won't be able to enjoy this luxury for a long time, but i feel guilty too for not being productive at all. but hey, no one said it's bad to take a break. i need to lose the bags. reason, reason. but i'm happy, and i think that's what matters.
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